When I was young and came into rememberable consciousness, I could not figure out how this world functioned. Specifically the human interactions, what was I supposed to do and how. I knew this world was functioning different from my last life experience. I knew what the ethics were from that last life and I did not see them functioning here.
Philosophically, I was an idealist when I was young. I knew how the world should be. I wanted that world of my past life and as I grew, I hoped I could recreate it here. In the meantime, I was different and everyone around me knew it, I knew it. I found it very hard to understand the people around me. I tried to learn from them and become one of them, but I just couldn't seem to vibrate at their frequency.
I always lived in my mind and thoughts. I am a loner. I had to get over the need to be with people and a mate. I had to reconcile the need to be part of a group. I had glimpses of belonging throughout various stages of my life, but they were fleeting. One experience was a group at work. It was the best synergy and we all knew what we had and could accomplish, and did, everything and anything.
I wish all humankind could experience group synergy because it showed what was possible and could be actualized. To those that were part of that group, I miss you all very much. I, the loaner, achieved being part of a group and vibrated in sync.
In University, I took a Intro to Sociology class and for the final I chose the goal of creating a utopian world. I was excited and was going to create the perfect world. Then in the next moment, I knew it was impossible and how was I going to complete this paper. I loved academia, I could have stayed in school forever and I always began my reseach papers at the beginning of the semester so I had the entire period to write them. It took me all semester to write my Utopia. Well, I should say, it took me all semester to figure out my utopia and then not long to type it up.
I tried formation after formation for the perfect society and nothing felt right. I was a philosophy major with a psychology minor. I knew I was born a philosopher with apriori knowledge and it should have come to me sooner, but the answer did finally arrive for my perfect utopian world, drumroll please.... one global university campus.
I would like to challenge all readers, what global utopian society can you imagine. Mine gave continuous education with each individual learning, creating knowledge, and gaining insight and wisdom. Also, the ability to test out ideas without being scared. Living in a campus setting with grass, bike paths, monorail systems above for longer trips into the campus, group events, and forever being a student of the world.
